No matter what I put on my lips, it looks awkward ㅠㅠ

Whether you apply a full lip, gently apply just a small amount, or do a gradient

No matter what he does, it doesn't look right...

Is the color the problem? I've tried testing various things, but it still looks awkward.

The problem is that with lipstick or tint, the color you see doesn't actually show up.

When applied, it becomes my lip color.

What should I do? ㅠㅠ