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My skin tone is around shade 21 or 22, and while I'm not sure if that's accurate, it seems closer to combination skin... I'm so self-conscious about my bare face when going to school, tutoring, or meeting someone that I hesitate to go out without at least applying basic makeup. Sometimes I even wear a hat pulled down low when I leave. No matter how well I wash my face, whether my makeup applies well or not seems to depend on luck that day... There are days when I just do my makeup right away because I'm lazy, and surprisingly, it often applies well then...? Maybe it's because I'm clumsy with makeup, but my base often clumps in the summer even when I'm not sweating. As for my eyes, I have monolids, a lot of eye fat, and my eyes are on the smaller side, so if I do winged eyeliner, it wears off quickly. I also have deep dark circles under my eyes, so concealer clumps a lot too. There are many times when I wonder if I just haven't found the right cosmetics for me... When I look at social media, I see people with similar skin types who look completely different with makeup, but it's difficult for me... My eyelashes are curled up perfectly right when I apply makeup, but they droop quickly even after I apply a setting spray... Please help me.