Lip makeup I bought with my own money

My lips are thin and small.

And the face is round.

So if I wear a strong lip color, I turn into a penguin.

My favorite color is red, but I can't apply it.

So, this is the Dior color I ended up choosing.

At least this one isn't too strong.

It looked like I had done it properly... haha. It was actually pretty good.

I've tried applying it to all the other places too, but...

Strangely, everything turns into penguins. T_T

Please also recommend some matching colors.

T_T