Worried about my bare face

I've never shown my boyfriend my bare face.

But we decided to go on a trip together for the first time this time,

I've never shown my bare face, and my bare face versus my face with makeup on.

The gap is a bit big, so I'm worried.

If I showed my bare face

Who are you? Please leave.

What am I supposed to do?

I'm debating if I should at least use cushion foundation, lip balm, and draw my eyebrows...

source: Concerns here