Sisters, this is urgent ㅠㅠ

Hello, please make sure to read this. I'm a middle school girl with super oily, acne-prone skin. The acne isn't the red kind, but rather bumpy ones that are absolutely massive on my cheeks. It's the kind of acne that shows up or disappears depending on the lighting, but it's not just a little bit; there are tons of it on my cheeks. Is there any way to get rid of this? I have exams this week and I'm going on a school trip next Wednesday... I have a crush on a guy... I want to look pretty... I live in a rural town, and this is my first time going to Seoul for a school trip... But I drink a lot of water... and I apply a generous amount of aloe vera before bed. Having oily skin is so stressful. By the way, can't people with oily skin use oil to remove makeup? I feel like my skin got even weirder after using oil, haha. Oh, but since it's exam season, I absolutely cannot go to bed early. If I go to bed early, it's around 3 AM. I absolutely cannot go to bed early... I'm not eating anything either. What's wrong with me? I'm too embarrassed to show you a picture. It's my acne... I mean, I've looked up every method to get rid of it on TicToc and tried them one by one, but nothing works. What am I supposed to do? Even the dermatologist... hmm... doesn't seem to help. I change my toner day after day, but it's still the same. I mean, how am I supposed to live with oily skin during puberty? ㅠㅠ Ugh, please help me. I'm asking for ways to get rid of these tiny bumps... and there are so many of them. But I applied Ecnon ointment; is it just my imagination that they're getting worse? Does Clearteen work? What about Jade Soap? Ah, did it show that I've watched too much TikTok? Haha. Ugh, I don't know. Please tell me how to improve my skin. No, please don't tell me to go to a dermatologist. That won't help. I have insanely oily skin, what should I do? Seriously, there must be a whole bottle of olive oil on my face. Thank you for reading this long post... Please make my school trip fun. I get teased for having acne. Haha. Oh, I'm not being bullied. They just say I have acne. But all my friends have great skin. They say I'm the only one... Ugh, I'm so stressed. I'm supposed to be studying right now, but I'm so angry I just started writing this. Thank you for reading. If this helps, I sincerely will repay your kindness.