I'm going for a health checkup today.

I'm scared.

I kept putting it off, but I'm finally going.

My husband also receives stomach and intestines.

But the problem is the gynecology department... there are only male doctors. It's the same in my neighborhood, the neighborhood next door, and the neighborhood next to that.

I don't think I can put it off any longer; I just have to get it.

I'm still agonizing and hesitating right up until this very moment. ( ;´･ω･`)