I'm worried...

안녕하셈 전 중3 여중생입니다! 일단 제가 요즘 틱톡을 자주봐요!

근데 이쁜 언냐들이 추천에 자주뜨는거예요ㅜ

But those older girls were all good at makeup, slim, had double eyelids, were tall, and so on, so I made up my mind! I had originally planned to get double eyelid surgery this winter break, and I also resolved to lose weight... but in the end, I couldn't lose weight, so the double eyelid surgery fell through. So, I'm going to try to lose weight during the rest of the break by jumping rope and controlling my diet... But! No matter how hard I try, I just don't understand makeup... Even watching YouTube videos on how to apply base makeup doesn't help. When I say this, most people say, "It's best to just experiment and find your own style!" But I don't know the first thing about makeup... I don't know what cosmetics are good, and I don't know anything about pastel tones... The most I've ever tried to dress up was just my clothes; for makeup, I just use a 2,000-won eyelash curler from Daiso and mascara? And I've only ever tried things like Bbia tints... So, the conclusion is... please teach me how to do makeup and pastel tones. Please teach me well, as it would be like saving a life for me. (For reference, to be honest, I have almost no acne, my skin is fair, and I get hair loss often. My eyes are small because I have a lot of eyelid skin. Also, my eyelashes get hair loss all the time, both on my lower and upper lashes. My eyebrows are crooked, so I don't know how to trim or draw them, but they are on the thicker side. My friends say I would look much better if I trimmed them, but I told them I don't know how to do it, and I just know absolutely nothing about makeup. Haha. I have a lot of blackheads, especially on my nose, and I have severe dark circles and freckles. My eyesight is bad so I have to wear glasses, but I wear clear one-day contact lenses. My friends say they have all the good features but are so frustrated because I don't know how to do makeup. Haha. Please teach me well. Thank you. 💕💕)